HELP!!! 22 yr old girl that still has acne that won't go away and it's ruining my life!!!?

straight up... im 22, and i have been getting zits since i was 14, sometimes a lot, sometimes a few. i have tried proactive and it totally screwed my skin up, i'm using clindamycin, but it's not good enough. i am a very attractive girl that has NO problem getting guys attention... but only with my makeup on.. and i just think 2 myself that these guys think i'm so hot... but only if they knew what i REALLY looked like... i will never step out of my house without foundation cuz i'm sooo embaressed of my skin. especially now, my entire body has a beautiful dark tan, and my foundation matches, but whn i take it off, my face is like pure white with zits cuz i always have foundation on in public. i dont know what 2 do, but enough is enough and i need help cuz im sick of this ****. what can i do? i have oily skin, n i heard that using products for oily skin actually make it worse cuz it drys ur skin out, then ur skin produces more oil 2 compensate for the dryness... u have no idea what this is doing to me, and it just depresses me so much, i have no freedom if u know what i mean. please help! i am completely un-recognizable when i dont have make up on (literally) i am so embaressed and ashamed.