What is the perception people have of strippers?

I mean Ive met this male stripper dancing at a gay club and we started to talk and led me on to think that he was gay. Well I'll say about month or later he told me that he was straight and when asked why not dance at a straight club instead of gay club, he advised me that he makes more money at a gay club and likes the attention men gives him. So now at this point I just wanna stop thinking about this person because I regret meetingt this individual and I wish I could just turnback the clock and somehow on that day I made this terrible mistake of going to gay stripper club (to look for relationship) I was instead at and about with my friends going to frat party instead of going to some dump gay stripper club to be misled by a rat for couple of lousy dollars. Everytime I think about this person I feel resentment, betrayl, humuilation and sadness.And also everytime we do hangout it's always about money he say that were friends but everytime we see each other, IT'S ALWAYS ABOUT MONEY and when ill tell him that I dont have he gets not angry but disappointment. This individual is druggie,selfish, and very deceptive yet I still have feelings (not as strong as when I originally met him but there their still). Please Help, oh and by the way I dont consider myself gay but rather confused if that helps?